From my studio
notes of December 3, 2006,
but it applies to always
Very very late
night.
Looking at #1,
December, and going to bed.
Yes, you are getting nowhere, Sonny, nowhere in terms of career.
A career in the arts…We are supposed to be like rap
stars ascending the glittering sky of fame.
Fame is celebrity—but to be celebrated by
whom? Whoever is doing the celebrating, is celebrating someone acting out
the celebrant’s life dreamed large. But the ways of my dreams have been
always as different from the fame of celebrities as are now the ways of my
life different from theirs.
Fifty
years ago I took a different step with the collages of those days. These
works now are larger in scale, more massive and slower to make. But these
now like those then are only footprints in the path of life, and life has
nothing to do with fame.